*Mikutashi

GUESS WHAT

I'm leaving this account.

I'm not leaving deviantART I'll be lurking in another account.

Which account?

I'M NOT GONNA TELL YOU 8D YOU'LL HAVE TO SEARCH YOURSELF.

Okay on the serious side - I might not really leave this account, I'll keep the pics up and stuff. Who knows, I might come back to Mikutashi one day. But for now, I really need to take a break. This account is seriously overrated, my messages has already soared over 40 000 for a few months now and I don't deserve the number of pageviews I have here. But I won't put the subs people got me to waste <3 I'm still very thankful. (Oh, and I still don't know who bought me the picture on my wishlist (the Blackbird Basilisca one by shilin). It came in my post a few months ago, I still need to know who did it!)

I feel whenever I want to post a random doodle or a quick CG, I feel hesitant to do so because it ends up getting far too much attention than it really should. Udon. And I'm glad for the new system for the front page on dA, heavens, it's getting wayy too many stuff up there that's all fanart, and my doodles end up there too. What the hell?

Also, some people may have noticed that I haven't been posting on deviantART as much anymore. This is to various reasons xD Lack of motivation- and sometimes I feel a bit cornered by some people complaining I don't draw enough originals. But I'm not blaming anyone, ever since I got sucked into the Naruto fandom I've been drawing nothing but fanart ;/ But yeah, I hope I'll get back to my OC tardness as I was before (aggess ago).

But it's kinda hard to believe, for those long term friends who were here with me when I first ever started (what... 2-3 years ago?), I doubt anyone would remember, but many times I always had a dream to gain 1 million pageviews - it kinda been fufilled huh? Fried. But now I actually have 1 mil, I don't actually like it xD; It's... nehh... too much for me, I can't handle it. Too many messages, and I wished I looked through them all and responded. And I don't deserve it one bit. People only see my stuff for the SUBJECT. Not how it's drawn. I feel like my popularity on dA acts like some stupid veil that attracts blinded fans to Naruto. And I feel like people aren't talking to me for who I am, so sometimes it's hard to tell if people are really liking me as a person.

So if you people really do want to know where I'll be heading, it's up to you lot to find out ;D If you really are dedicated to following me then you'll find me.






Oh and a little hint for those people who really really want to know where I am:

"FU"

_{Lol, no it's not 'Fuck You'. xDDD}